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Well, according to how I have been these days,  my feeling can be changable a lot.

Actually, unllike people here surrouding me,  my entire life before coming to KAIST would be totally different, meaning I was kind of a total strange person.

In fact, I had been trying to change myself a lot after being into here in order to make me familar with this atmosphere.

However, somethign happened to me last week.

I recognized I did not change much compared to who I was before.

I was so dissapointed with my self that  I felt bad. The occurance was that I did the bad thing to some girl who I just met last week.

Do not worry I am not a pervert, guys.

if I did not  do the thing to her at that time, our relationship would be good now.

I guess one thing I must change is that I should be able to forcast what will happen to me if I try that one, 

for I am that mature and I am the adult who should be reponsible for my behavior. 

Please do not forget when you were young and last time.

It is in the nature in things that It must be kept if I want to be a good man.